I've been working alot at the restaurant and I actually like it. It gets me outta this house and allows me to crack jokes all day with people who actually appreciate it LOL. Mike wants me to learn how to cook and I really don't care to. I don't mind helping out but I don't want to stand over that grill all day everyday. He expects me to work every single weekend and that isn't gonna happen either. I'm not a big drinker but damn... sometimes I just wanna get hammered and sleep till 2PM. Damon is hunting in the mountains for turkeys so I won't be getting my many texts from him and I already miss it. I miss him period. I can't believe how big of an impact he's already made in my life. He's just so great. I'm so damn glad I got back in touch with him. He has me smiling all the time and I LOVE IT!
This is NOT the kind of thing I ever wanted to type anytime soon. Today I had to tell my mom "so long". She found out last July that she had lymphoma - It's a type of cancer that is in nasal passage I think. Either way she passed away today at 1:32 PM at Mercy Hospital. I'm REALLY gonna miss her BUT I KNOW she was saved without a doubt. That alone makes it so much better letting her go. I am blessed that the Lord has laid a peace over me like I have never felt or had happen to me before. I am relaxed, at ease & just missing her already. Diamond & I missed her time of passing & I think as a few others think that she & God had that panned. We were not gone from the hospital room for 60 seconds & she passed away. She wasn't in any pain or uncomfortable (not that we could tell anyway). Knowing my mom she probably wanted something moved, lifted or adjusted. That's just her LOL. I don't even know if it has hit me yet. I still feel the sho...