Worthless: "lacking in usefulness or value;" AKA Raymond! I can NOT believe this dude... I just figured him out. If anyone is doing anything like "work" or needing any help he goes to his room and goes to sleep. If anyone comes over with a 12 pack or wants to drink and party - He's all about it. WELL - Mindy is about to shit all up in his Easter basket. I swear the next time he hops up to grab a beer I'm hurting his feelings and tell him about himself. I don't give a fuck who's here or where we're at. FUCK HIM! Damn his worthless ass pisses me off BAD! But enough about that minion... I wanna stress how much I am into Damon. OMG - He's the shit! We talk everyday like clockwork. It's so nice to talk to someone who I click with... PLUS he's fine as a mother fucker to say the least. I've been attracted to this guy for YEARS now so stressing that he's fine isn't anything new for me. I mention him to a few of my friends and they say "you talking about that same guy you told me about years ago?" HA - I guess I did think and talk about him more than I thought I did. He's worth talking about though I do know that. I keep asking myself "WHO would have thought this would have ever happened?" It's got me all geeked needless to say. I can't really say enough about the guy. He's just ALL THAT to me. Might not be much of anything to someone else... But to me... Yeah - He's all the above.
This is NOT the kind of thing I ever wanted to type anytime soon. Today I had to tell my mom "so long". She found out last July that she had lymphoma - It's a type of cancer that is in nasal passage I think. Either way she passed away today at 1:32 PM at Mercy Hospital. I'm REALLY gonna miss her BUT I KNOW she was saved without a doubt. That alone makes it so much better letting her go. I am blessed that the Lord has laid a peace over me like I have never felt or had happen to me before. I am relaxed, at ease & just missing her already. Diamond & I missed her time of passing & I think as a few others think that she & God had that panned. We were not gone from the hospital room for 60 seconds & she passed away. She wasn't in any pain or uncomfortable (not that we could tell anyway). Knowing my mom she probably wanted something moved, lifted or adjusted. That's just her LOL. I don't even know if it has hit me yet. I still feel the sho...