What is with these people that don't have their own cars? People in their late 30's have to have a car. How the fuck do they get around any other time without having to call me? I swear I'm one of the only people I know who has a car that can make it over the state line without breaking down. It's alright to help once in a while but when they start calling me to get to and from work HELL NO! I don't have much to do in my days but it damn sure isn't going to be carting their asses all over Gods creation on my dime. Heck, you would think that they would kinda need a car since they are the only ones who feel they need to be going everywhere as soon as they get in one. I hate driving and driving someone from point A to B just to turn around and go back home isn't something that gets me off. It actually pisses me off. How people 'expect' others to always do for them. I don't even get anything in return so why should I go outta my way for them? They can go piss up a rope with all that 'needing' shit cuz it's curtains for anyone who needs, wants or would like ANYTHING from me. I'm all done fucking with these broke dicks. If ya aint got no money - stay the fuck home!
This is NOT the kind of thing I ever wanted to type anytime soon. Today I had to tell my mom "so long". She found out last July that she had lymphoma - It's a type of cancer that is in nasal passage I think. Either way she passed away today at 1:32 PM at Mercy Hospital. I'm REALLY gonna miss her BUT I KNOW she was saved without a doubt. That alone makes it so much better letting her go. I am blessed that the Lord has laid a peace over me like I have never felt or had happen to me before. I am relaxed, at ease & just missing her already. Diamond & I missed her time of passing & I think as a few others think that she & God had that panned. We were not gone from the hospital room for 60 seconds & she passed away. She wasn't in any pain or uncomfortable (not that we could tell anyway). Knowing my mom she probably wanted something moved, lifted or adjusted. That's just her LOL. I don't even know if it has hit me yet. I still feel the sho...