What a boring night it turned out to be. I'm so damned blah with my life. It's as if I'm just here to suck air. I did take my friend to the courthouse to file for her divorce though.. that's all in the works and in 3 months she'll be free at last, free at last! She gave it her best shot for the second time so it's curtains now... oh and guess who keeps contacting her wanting to "change"? Hmmm yeah - what a moron. Day late and a dolla short now. Shoulda "changed" before ya met.
I'm just in a place in my life that doesn't seem to serve much of a purpose (I think). I don't go much of anywhere and I don't drink hardly at all. I quit smoking, I don't "hang out" and I don't have a guy in my life... so what can I do to smile? I'm on this computer constantly and even that is getting old real quick. I want something definite, something that sticks and has some consistency to it. I've had so many people walk in and out of my life that I don't even care to meet anyone new in fear I'll be saying goodbye again. It hurts when that happens. I put alot into friends, relationships and all that. I hate watching people walk away and wave goodbye. Oh well - enough about all this crap... I'm outta here for now.
I'm just in a place in my life that doesn't seem to serve much of a purpose (I think). I don't go much of anywhere and I don't drink hardly at all. I quit smoking, I don't "hang out" and I don't have a guy in my life... so what can I do to smile? I'm on this computer constantly and even that is getting old real quick. I want something definite, something that sticks and has some consistency to it. I've had so many people walk in and out of my life that I don't even care to meet anyone new in fear I'll be saying goodbye again. It hurts when that happens. I put alot into friends, relationships and all that. I hate watching people walk away and wave goodbye. Oh well - enough about all this crap... I'm outta here for now.
Quote of the day: A promise means everything. But once it's broken, sorry means nothing.