Today started off really nice - now since it's after midnight now Monday I've seemed to dropped in spirits. Missing Peeb and wondering about the many things that I have buried over the past months/years. From my point of view everything looks so much... "better" than it does where I'm at. It's not envy or jealousy that I'm feeling but more a wonder of when maybe? I'm glad that people have other people in their lives for keeps. I think it's awesome some family's never get to witness the death of another family member till the golden years. I don't have any idea 'why me' and I have stopped asking years ago and just take what's dished out to me. This just might be the best it gets and even with that thought... I smile. I've been here over 38 years and have accomplished much. No, not with travels and riches but with people. I knew I was 'different' when I was in my early teens but never put much thought into just how different and what kinda of different - I just knew that something about me was not like the others. I've lived in a few different cities and gained dozens of friends and I have always heard the same thing.. "Mindy, I will never meet another you." I like that. The fact that I have made an impression on someone. It's kinda like a tattoo (in a way). Or a gift that you weren't expecting - the smile you get. I have no idea where I'm going with all this but since my mind is here and there I'm going to close this and wonder "what the hell did I mean when I posted that?"
Quote of the day: If you're able to smile don't ask why just do it.