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Reality check...

I busted Revies ass tonight... I didn't mean to go off as I did but I had to make it a point to let him know he's not going to use my place as a truck stop. I mean how is he gonna have a full time job that 99% of the time makes him work mad overtime... Lay up on peoples couches, use their shower, eat their food, and even wash clothes for FREE? I'm here to tell him - NOT at 1913 Philo Ave he aint! I don't know what kind of shit he's got twisted up but ahhh - Peeb didn't even roll like that. He earned his keep cuz he didn't have another choice. I mean damn man - Rev knows I don't have a for real job - I mean hustling and doing what I do to make my rent is all day everyday. I don't get to punch out. My main beef is - he KNOWS I aint got any jack off money and he doesn't even offer.. or ask "hey girl, how you sittin' on gas in your ride... or what's your light bill looking like?" I mean he's claimin' we're family and shit so why not? That's how I am... I'm all done letting people ANYONE use me like a welcome mat. It's curtains for all that shit! Damn - I hate being like this.. I don't like having to make people think I'm some asshole but damn - when I feel like I'm being walked on and taken advantage of... I have to speak up and say something or they'll keep doing it till I'm all used up.

I'm done venting - I feel better now
Quote of the day: A grown man shouldn't have to be told about the things he should have learned when he was in his teens.

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