The madness is kind of fading as time passes. It's all still vivid but not as it was when the initial shock landed. Matt and I have or are trying to make a go of this relationship we have. He has told me numerous times he wants to be with me no matter what it takes so me being the person I am I am going to give him one more chance. As much as I have failed others in the past I can't just walk away without giving him at least one shot. I mean really, I'm a pretty down chick to say the least and I really like the guy - but this time... I'll be calling the shots! We went on without me being the person I am and it faltered so now I'll do things like I know how. So, to update the people that read my blog - my life is getting baxck in order kinda sorta...
Quote of the day: 10 years ago, I would have said "NEVER" and meant it, today I shake my head and brace myself.